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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 6, 2011 21:54:30 GMT -5
ok. Thankyou.
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Post by Velvet on Feb 6, 2011 22:47:15 GMT -5
Irritated and tired and ashamed I had a second tooth pulled and once again it's infected. I'm tired of getting infections and I'm ashamed for complaining about something relatively simple. My mom is going through radiation treatments, my little cousin is in the hospital for an unknown ailment and there are tons of people worse off than me. I feel like I'm being petty. for everyone who needs one.
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Post by sb on Feb 6, 2011 23:06:02 GMT -5
Velvet, don't feel ashamed for being sick and in pain. It is not petty. There will always be someone in greater misery, but a tooth infection is real pain.
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Post by Velvet on Feb 7, 2011 8:03:53 GMT -5
Thank you sweetie, I appreciate that. btw I have a tendency to call people sweetie and honey and sugar (it's a by-product of my raising lol), if I do it and it gets on your nerves or offends please let me know.
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Post by infinitygoddess on Feb 7, 2011 13:58:23 GMT -5
CSOM: Tired. I did not sleep well last night because I kept waking up. It's been like that since I went on antidepressants.
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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 7, 2011 14:22:52 GMT -5
Hopefully you'll start sleeping again soon Infinity. And everybody will start feelling better. CSOM: Procrastinating. Dreading starting the application form I have to finish tonight. Why do they always ask pointless questions like your hobbies which have no relevence to anything and everybody always lies on to make themselves look more intellectual. Besides you can't exactly list as a hobby that you play the Sims and write a blog about them. Plus for a recpetionist position in a building right next to a bus stop do they need to know if you have a driving license? And then ask for your cv is which fine, but why do you then need to list all your qualifications and employment details seperatly? And give you an impossibly short space for your employment history over 5 years. Which granted in my case is pretty slim but still. And their photocopier/printer is really dodgy. Lots of black spots over the page.
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Post by choco on Feb 7, 2011 17:38:35 GMT -5
CSOM: Intimidated and lacking inspiration. I want to be done with the whole grad school thing. This statement of purpose essay has made me question ever getting my head in the game and made me question if I have any writing ability at all. Obviously I want to do better for myself but it's getting harder to be my own cheerleader.
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Post by bex on Feb 7, 2011 18:13:39 GMT -5
CSOM: Grateful that I can move without a lot of pain today. Embarrassed about earlier. Encouraged that my incisions are itching like crazy, but upset that I have to wait till next Tuesday to get the staples out, because they're already proving rather inconvenient.
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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 7, 2011 18:58:14 GMT -5
CSOM: Accomplished. I completed the application form. Entertained waching the Graham Norton Show on the bbc iplayer.
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Post by bex on Feb 8, 2011 13:54:32 GMT -5
CSOM: Fed up...and determined not to make the same mistakes.
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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 9, 2011 13:25:51 GMT -5
CSOM: Irritated. Just lost a Sim day or so of play time, sigh. Gotta redo all the toddler training, and some bits I dind't really want to have to do again.
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Post by Stacy on Feb 9, 2011 16:39:18 GMT -5
sad and confused and weird, and realizing that if you guys know me and get me, then that means that if someone has known me and talked to me a very excessive amount over the last year and a half and doesn't get me - they were probably just talking to themselves and didn't hear a word I said.
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Post by bex on Feb 9, 2011 17:07:59 GMT -5
Stacy:
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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 9, 2011 18:07:59 GMT -5
awwww. CSOM: Shocked at the almost incestuous things story progression is doing.
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Post by rad on Feb 10, 2011 13:30:35 GMT -5
Oh, Pink. It would happen to your game!
CSOM: In equal measures fed up with and excited about my PhD.
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Post by celebkiriedhel on Feb 10, 2011 14:01:12 GMT -5
CSOM: Very tired of only sleeping 3 hours at a time. Getting organised. Concentrating on doing rather than feeling.
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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 10, 2011 15:58:53 GMT -5
Oh Rad you thought the W's were mad. This gen is even more mucked up. Poor Roger Rao/Hutchinson is in for a shock, his new fiancée Carolyn Libros is pregnant and it’s not his. Ohh it gets worse than that. The baby daddy of Carolyn’s third is a married man. Oh it gets worse. He’s married to a family member. Has been since W6D6BB. They have children together. Can you guess who the mysterious dad is? It can’t be that hard from those clues.
CSOM: Feeling productive and accomplished. Or I was a few hours ago.
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Post by pinkfiend1 on Feb 15, 2011 13:24:05 GMT -5
CSOM: Petrified, daunted, worried. Our co-ordinator is leacving (kinda like a deputy manager) and he's probably not going to be replaced due to funding constrictions, so everything is going to change, the SPOC booking clark is going to have more responsibilities as am I, atleast I may be getting more regular paid work atleast for a month or so I think whilst we try to work out how it all work out after he leaves. I thought he was due to retire and I had a feeling I was kind of being groomed up for more responsibilities as he had started telling me how stastics and things fitted in with the bigger picture and because I was being trained on the SPOC desk, but I figured that was as a relief person, in case she was off and the normal substitute couldn't fill in, beacuse they'd been getting worried about it seeing as the R & R bus driver needed to advertise for a relief driver. Oh it's scary the thought of having more responsibility but there is time to learn it all and they wouldn't get me to do things they didn't think I could do. But it's already making me feel so guilty about trying to find a job when they need me there now more than ever, even it's not payed as there's only one volunteer who has been there longer than me, but she is retired, and her computer skills probably aren't good enough. It will mean I'll have to put off plans to spend my savings trying to live in London. On a plus it's extra stuff for the CV which will help me get a job as it will be more work, and everything. Maybe I can get them to change my title to something a little bit more important sounding than volunteer receptionist. Because unless they hire someone new, I'll effectively be in charge of the other volunteers, which is weird, because the youngest of them is 40 plus ish.
And you could tell that with some of the new volunteers I was training up they thought it was weird and awkward that I was training them when I'm 22. And it's all beginning to make sense now why I've been given extra things to do that co-ordinator would normally do because the manager can't do everything, and the SPOC desk is a seperate entity and on a tender kind of, although we're pretty certain we have the funding to continue it it's still not 100% in writing or anything. But if SPOC went they would have to replace co-ordinators job.
It's more scary now I've put it in writing.
As a plus I won't be bored out of my brian anymore in quiet patches, but I will still have to be pathetically grateful for every penny someone leaves as an extra donation. Atleast there'll be more to acheive now, as I was feeling like I'd accomplished everything I could there, and it was just that it was experience that I was staying there, as jobs are getting really pciky about saying you need atleast 2 years sometimes even more for the basic reception jobs.
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Post by celebkiriedhel on Feb 15, 2011 18:01:55 GMT -5
@pinkfiend I'm sure you will be able to master whatever they give you. I believe in you. CSOM: sad - didn't get the flat I applied for. confused - not sure why they took it off the market for 2 weeks? tired - I want to go back to bed!! worried - not sure what I'm going to be doing if I can't find a place to live before the end of the month. Not so much a feeling, as a rainbow of emotion.
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Post by Stacy on Feb 15, 2011 18:03:58 GMT -5
@pinkfiend I'm sure you will be able to master whatever they give you. I believe in you. CSOM: sad - didn't get the flat I applied for. confused - not sure why they took it off the market for 2 weeks? tired - I want to go back to bed!! worried - not sure what I'm going to be doing if I can't find a place to live before the end of the month. Not so much a feeling, as a rainbow of emotion. Sucks about the app. But I know you'll find a place.
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